Dinig Sana Kita (If I Knew What You Said)

this is the song from the indie film Dinig Sana Kita. the plot goes on like this.. a deaf dancer boy meets a troubled rocker/musician girl   in a deaf and hearing camp held in Baguio where they find something in common with each other, their love for music.

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Sana Ako’y Marinig

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Nais kong sumilong sa dilim ng iyong halik

Magbulag bulagan mawala lang ang sakit

Gustong malasing sa kakaibang damdamin

Wala nang ngunit ngunit

Wala ring aamin

Nais lumayo sa mundo kong kulungan

Ako’y nakagapos, walang patutunguhan

Gustong makita ang mundo mo sa kabila

Isang sulyap lang, sana may pag asa

Kahit di mo ako mahalin…

Kahit saan mo ako dalhin…

Kahit isang saglit

Wala man kapalit

Sana ako’y marinig

Kahit isang saglit

Wala man kapalit

Bakit di mo ako marinig?

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I Wish You Could Hear Me

English Translation

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I want to take shelter in the shadow of your kiss

Pretend not to see, pretend there’s no pain

I want to get high on a different feeling

No excuses

Nothing to confess

I want to get away from this prison

In chains that keep me from leaving

I want to see the other side

Just a peek, hoping for a chance

Even if you won’t love me

No matter where you take me

Even for a moment

Asking nothing in return

I wish you could hear me

Why can’t you hear me?

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here’s the movie trailer

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some sort of muffins

i was planning to cook some pancakes for our afternoon snack. there wasnt any hotcake/pancake mix so i made my own though i made a mistake with 1 of the ingredients.. i put baking powder instead of baking soda into the batter and ended up ruining the supposedly pancakes i realized this when i cooked 1 pancake, coz it didnt rise. by the way i didnt look for a recipe in the internet before making/cooking pancakes..though i think i should have.. anyway..

so i tried adding some baking soda into another small bowl and added some of the batter into it and tried cooking it again.. though this time there was too much baking soda that it tasted bitter. i gave up eventually coz it didnt really look that appetizing and all.

what i learn from my mistake was that baking powder is only used for baking (cooking in the oven) while you use baking soda for cooking pancakes well that’s what i think, though baking soda is also used in baking and stuff. im not really into cooking so i dont know that much.. anyway…

i didnt want to waste the batter coz it’ll be wasteful consumption, so i tried cooking it in the oven using the molds used for cooking rice cakes(puto) which is smaller than muffin pans.. and… it turned out great!  it tasted better than cooking it in a pan and all. so i baked the rest of the batter in the oven. it turned out quite okay and cool coz this was the first time i made something like this and it turned out okay i also put some chocolate bits with it and it was really…well…good.. hahaha.. (coz my little sister ate some of it too, eh she’s really picky when it comes to food so i have my sister’s aproval! LOL)

these are the ingredients i used:

flour

sugar

baking powder/ baking soda(for pancakes)

pinch of salt

1 egg

milk

some water (coz i didnt have enough of milk)

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it turned out okay.. the black thingies are chocolate bits

crush 1

oh how i melt just by looking in your eyes

you’re so cute, you dont even know it

come with me, stay close

be with me, let go

why stop? start now. have fun. dont give up

you’re so lovely. oh so sweet

i could cuddle you all night

i wouldnt even eat

come closer. smile for me

hold me. dont let go

i like you. a lot

i dunno

professor

he cut his hair

but he still looks oh so cute

with the change of hairstyle

comes the change of wardrobe

he still wears his old sneakers

a part of his wardrobe that’ll never change

he still looks young though

way younger

he still has that cute boyish look

and he’s oh so mesmerizing grin

he teaches abnormal psychology btw

and he specializes in clinical psychology

my oh so cute professor

tears

you smile

but i can see your tears inside

you keep it all in. locked up.

the tears can no longer be held back

you cant see it with your own eyes

deeper and deeper, the scars remain

the song still plays. non stop. on a loop

you can stop it. no one can.

no one but you.

dont worry, we wont judge

dont be scared. we understand

let it all out. why stop?

move on. give it all up

time to start. stand up