Foolish Mistake

Don’t fool yourself

We both know you don’t love her anymore

You try to hide it

But I can see clearly behind your lies

 

Was it the past we had?

That you regret not taking care of

Was it a mistake you left?

When you should have been more…

 

Careful, careful

Lies can play a fool

We don’t want that, do we?

 

Truthful, truthful

Don’t waste your time with her

We both know you should be with me

 

Do you regret it now?

The path you have chosen

You had the best

But clearly the scraps are all you want

 

 

gangsta trippin’

you can never be broke. i was born broke and living it till now

youre not making sense

im just making a very interesting conversation

i dont get it though, how can you be broke?

well, born and raised like a real gangsta and livin’ down the streets since then. representin mah hood like a real OG tripple

you see, being a gangsta is in mah blood, foe shizzle

it doesnt suit a white chinese guy like you

im  a chigga, yah heard? a chinese nigah

fo real, nigah aint trippin

your looks doesnt fit in

you trippin dawg? you aint mah white folk

you can tell me shit if yah mah pimp, but you trippin like automatic systematic son

you’re good with rhymes but you dont know the times

there aint no time for gangstas like me. what time ya got? rolex and shit? all the time i know is the time for getting down.

yo gangsta in disguise i know yah foolin around

i dont know what yah saying, all i know is you’re one fine girl

yo nigah from the block, yah know what yah saying but yah dont know how to act

act like a baller live like a pimp

and how am i suppose to react on your stupid tact?

fill me in

the deeper we go, the livelier we flow

you, me and she??

you hold her

like someone else

someone like me

you chase after her

like you would

to me

does this mean

i should be her?

or is it the other way around?

she should be me.

you’d ask her out

just like me

we’d hangout

then does this mean

you guys go out?

we talk

you talk

she talks

who talks?

who is she?

is she me?

who am i?

and who are you?

if i am you

and she is me

then who are you?

chance

i’ve never actually told you

that i’ve fallen for you once

i think i’m falling all over again

before was different

so different

there was never a chance

but today’s different

so different

we can do all we want

no doubts

no regrets

just us

why dont we give it a try

a chance

to start up and fly

let’s see what happens

this

my legs hurt

they cant stop trembling

i can feel the pain

it’s a good pain

not the pain that hurts

but the pain that you haven’t had for a long time

this pain,

broke my

10 month vow

oh well

this pain

means one thing

i’m back

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the fog inside the car

its warm

humid

-

this smell

this heat

it’s all too familiar

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move closer

down

down

there we go

-

wait

stop

more

go

-

one more

another

stop

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next week

yes

why not

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goodnight