A Dream

i wrote you my vow

but you threw it away

you said you’d never leave

look what happened to this place

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you said you love me

(i do love you)

what happened to us?

(you left me for someone new)

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it was a mistake

i take it all back

a one night lust

turned our love to dust

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she messed with my head

my body aches for her

she’s all i can think of

i’m wanting for more

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i never meant for it to happen

(how could you…)

Dreaming

i feel a heavy burden in my heart

whenever i think about you

it’s is so hard to breathe

i keep dreaming about you

only to wake up puzzled

we dont know each other that well

we’re not even close

but why this feeling?

inside my heart i breathe heavy sighs of you

wishing this would stop

i thought it did

but you keep haunting my dreams

like a long lost love

obscured by reality

i remain silent

wishing these feelings would only be fleeting

but it has been months now

and you chase me in my dreams

like the moon longing for the warmth of the sun

i can never be with you

i can only look at you from a distance

a slight chance of reality

and then once more you’ll be forever gone

30 lines for July 30

i cant fall asleep

i cant stop thinking about the deed

how we’d do it all night long

and how your skin rubs off mine more

flesh to flesh we beat

like the drums singing

more more more

every pump heats up the excitement

another pleasurable moan

a change in position

another direction

a change of angle

and some thrust

a slipping noise

of in and out

of the wetness that turns to dust

another sigh

while you hold my thighs

my lips screaming for more

a little more action

and some passion

that’s why we’re here for

go down deep

lower yourself more

an interaction in sleep

and a whole lot more

i guess this is why i cant sleep

im thinking of you too much

i’d have to wait another day

just to feel your blissful touch

last song

this song’s all i have for you

yet i don’t even know where to start

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looking for my inspiration

you’re all i see

waiting in desperation

i can’t flee

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this song’s all i ever sing

as my heartbeat dances with the tune

i hope you hear this dance through the moon

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it’s taking me too long

just to finish this one last song

and as i close my eyes and dream

memories flood my mind like a stream

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i’m singing my heart out

can’t you hear me?

i’m writing these emotions down

don’t you see?

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i’m waiting for your reply

i’m drowning

wishing for just one chance

aren’t you listening?

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as this song approaches the last lines

all i want you to hear are my last cries

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my heart beat’s playing the tunes

sing with me

this song will end so soon

just stay with me

what i wanna do

all i wanna do is write

i love writing all sorts of stuff

this and that. here and there

i hope i could do this all day

just floating away