oh, it’s you again!

i wonder what’s with you
how you always make my heart skip a beat
whenever you talk to me
or nearly everything that has something to do with you
i wonder why for so long
i still cant stop this feeling
whenever it’s about you
it’s kinda weird actually
how we dont really know each other that well
we only met once or twice max
and that’s it
but still, the same feelings arise
i’m not exactly sure what feelings those are
they’re all mixed up like one big ball of glue
weird. i compared it to glue.
maybe ‘coz im kinda stuck on you
i’m still thankful though
for meeting someone like you
you’ll probably avoid me for this
so.. oh well.. might as well say this
you’re an incredible inspiration
most especially in writing
and life
i hope we’d meet again someday soon
for now, it was nice writing about you

apology to a friend

we have been together for a while.
“you quit, i quit right?”
is it still the same?
is it still that way?
war of hearts and minds.
kanta ng bamboo.
di mo ata alam yun.
you don’t care anymore.
hate me that much?
that’s what i thought.
i’ll leave you. if you want to.
i don’t wanna hurt you much further.
super friends? all has gone.
parting is such sweet sorrow
that i shall say goodnight, ’till it be morrow.
a line from Romeo & Juliet.
things i say are for you my dear.
gone are the days.

everyone gets hurt sometimes
it doesnt mean the end yet.
dont give up. move on.
please stop this.
it cant be helped.
but it can be avoided.
move on, please?
stop this non-sense.
your pride is killing us all.

03/05/09

push

push it to the pedal

push it to the limit

make it faster honey

i don’t wanna wait

-

why are you worrying?

what are you over thinking?

just come with me and go with the flow

the music’s playing

don’t stop

let’s go

tagalog

napapagod din ako

at napapagod na ako

ayoko na

iiwan na kita

pwede ba un?

tutal hindi pa naman matagal

wag kang magaalala

makakahanap ka pa naman ng iba

marami pa jan

marami paring taon

para magbago

at magipon

makakanap ka agad

ikaw pa

eh mabenta ka

di ba

ganun lang kadali un

wag nang malungkot

wag ka narin magisip

gawin mo nalang

para walang pagod

tapos na ang lahat

wag nang balikan pa

ikaw rin

kaw rin ang mapapagod

lahat naman tayo napapagod

hindi ka dapat mabahala

ganun talaga

tanggapin mo nalang

wag nang malungkot

wag nang magpagod

marami pang pagkakataon

marami pang dadaan na panahon

ngayon lang yan

ngayon lang ang sakit

ngayon lang ang pait

pagkatapos nito

may ligayang makakamit

ngumiti ka na

magsaya na

tigilan na ang pagmumukmok

tama na ang paglugmok

tumayo ka na jan

umalis na tayo

mukha kang tanga

pinagtitinginan ka na nila

halika na

alis na tayo

kaw rin

iiwan kita

bahala ka

paalam na

longing

you know i really hate you

coz i cant stop thinking about you

hate the fact that you’re in my mind all day

and i can no longer focus on things at bay

you’re such a hassle

and a big burden

you’re draining me of my energies

such emotional drama

when im with you

like going to war everyday

wish i could erase you from my memories

but if i try to do that

this heart of mine wont beat anymore

if i do that, then who knows what might happen

then again

i love you

love the part you’re so funny

and you always make me laugh

love the annoying part of you

and that cute little face of yours

that seem to light up every time you smile

all i want to say is

i love you

more than you can ever imagine