A One-way Love Affair

The night I first saw you

You were singing for her

Pouring your heart out

All for your love, so far away

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I saw you again

Still singing your heart out

Not of love, but of pain

Your heart aches for her

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The third night confirmed it all

Your singing was a longing

For your love has left you for another

Eyes closed crying for her

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Your songs touch my heart

Like the way your fingers touch the guitar strings

Full of love and compassion

Of bliss and oblivion

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Then I saw you tonight

Your song is different than before

Your heart’s finally open

Accepting love once more

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Here I am finally taking my chances

Waiting, wanting to get closer to you

This heart of mine is yours to keep

This dance of ours is a song of surrender

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I give you my all, no holding back

This is our first night together

First time to forever

The wait is finally over

Obsession

I need my daily fix baby
I’m craving for my addiction
I’m looking for alo
I wanna be with you
Where is my baby
My heroin in disguise
The man who made me realized
That life is worth while

I miss you
Your voice, your hugs
Your soft smooth fingers
Your lips, your kisses
Your tender touch
And your passionate love

I can’t go on without you anymore
You hold me so tightly I can never let go
Be with me, I’m yours forever
Stay with me, don’t wait for dawn

I love you so much
I can’t resist
This temptation persists
I’m so over bliss

Help me withstand
Help me come back out
I’m in this fantasy world again
I need to stop

Finding my fix and waiting for my cure
I’m sitting here naked
Waiting for you, that’s for sure

Barely breathing as blood trickles down my veins
I’m soaking in this redness, of pain
The lights start to fade
With your beautiful face I can’t contain
Here I lie waiting

I miss you so badly baby
You’re all I think of

*I wrote this more than a year ago, it’s quite fascinating to have stumbled upon it

wake up

i feel sad for you

you wanted to cover that song for so long

but he took that away from you and did it first

i feel so sad he’s defeating you

but i wont let him

coz you’re better than him

but you don’t see that in you

you’re one of the best

wish you’d finally accept that in you

and be who you truly are

be the best that no one can ever be

i wait for you

criticize you in all you do

bring you down until your raw

so i could build you

pull you back

and be the greatest there is

wish you’d finally wake up from your stupid dream

and be the hero in my life

defeating these so called enemies

blocking your way to me

i wait for you

wake up

please, won’t you wake up for me?

Oblivion

your songs are a distraction

you’re confusing me

i hate this feeling

let me be

 

let go of your tight grasp

don’t look at me with those piercing eyes

this cell you’ve put me in

is such sweet sorrow i cannot live within

 

your words carries me through infinite bliss

your voice moves my soul

perfection

there is no other word to describe you

oh, it’s you again!

i wonder what’s with you
how you always make my heart skip a beat
whenever you talk to me
or nearly everything that has something to do with you
i wonder why for so long
i still cant stop this feeling
whenever it’s about you
it’s kinda weird actually
how we dont really know each other that well
we only met once or twice max
and that’s it
but still, the same feelings arise
i’m not exactly sure what feelings those are
they’re all mixed up like one big ball of glue
weird. i compared it to glue.
maybe ‘coz im kinda stuck on you
i’m still thankful though
for meeting someone like you
you’ll probably avoid me for this
so.. oh well.. might as well say this
you’re an incredible inspiration
most especially in writing
and life
i hope we’d meet again someday soon
for now, it was nice writing about you