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making love to you

is so overwhelming

so passionately true

 

like a big gush of wind

blowing me away

i’m drifting to nowhere

i’m going astray

 

i’m waking back to reality

one more time is not enough

i’m wanting more

i’m craving for more

dont stop. dont stop.

 

waiting for every moment to be with you

all im ever thinking about is you

this is so crazy

you’re making me nuts!

please give me some

i can never have enough

 

driving through indefinite passion

walking through the abyss of destruction

urgently waiting for it to stop

never wanting to do anything than… cut!

stop shouting. dont stop moving

go faster and faster

harder, harder!

 

is that all you can do?

go in deeper, shit!

you’re making all the right moves,

why bother stop?

this time it’s taking way too long

the break’s coming, dont worry

our pleasure will end so soon

dont stop coming

push

push it to the pedal

push it to the limit

make it faster honey

i don’t wanna wait

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why are you worrying?

what are you over thinking?

just come with me and go with the flow

the music’s playing

don’t stop

let’s go

one chance

dont you want to take a risk and find out

a chance is all im asking

the words you’re not giving

take a little time

find out why

let’s see

let’s try

let’s make it worth while

unfinished

you wont be able to taste these lips of mine

your fingers wont ever touch me

this distance separates us apart

and we’re too close to do something about that

today’s the day

like any other day

tomorrow’s another day

so what do you say?

nay?

hey?

yeah you

what do you wanna do?

poetry awards for week 21

from Jingle’s Thursday Poet Rally Week 21 (June 3-9, 2010)

im always flattered and grateful for all these awards and i always see them as encouragement to move forward and strive harder.. thanks a lot! i really appreciate it! and for this, im gonna share a short fictional story(more like conversation)…

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argument 090409

*where were you all this time when i was looking for my soul mate?

-i was hiding.

*why?

-i was afraid you were still mad at me, and i was confused about how i feel. what i felt for you.

*what changed your mind? why did you come back?

-i came back to fight for you, to win you back.

*im already yours. yours for the taking. yours forever.

-i know.i guess im still confused.i hate myself.i want you but at the same time i cant.

*why?

-maybe im still confused.

*you’re just playing with me.

-im not.i like you.

*but you dont want me.

-i do want you.i just cant.

*why.

-i dont know.im not ready.i wish i were.

*…

-i hope you can forgive me.

*…

-im really sorry.

*…

-…

*i loved you. i still love you. ive loved you for so long.

-i know. i love you too. this is all my fault. i hate myself.

*past is past.

-can we still be friends?

*we are friends.

-im really sorry.

*……why do you choose to hurt yourself? when you can be happy. happy with me. but you choose not to. why?

-i feel like i dont deserve to be happy.

*why?

-i guess im not ready for a relationship. i havent moved on from my past and im still confused.

*ok

-ok what?

*ok. i get it. i’ll leave you. goodbye.

-no.wait!

*what?

-…

*(walks away)

-(runs after her)

*what now? what do you want?

-can you please be not like this?

*what more do you want? ive done everything. everything. im tired. i quit.

-im sorry.

*your sorry doesnt mean anything. it’s just empty words. you dont even mean it. i hate you.

-that’s right. you should hate me. this is all my fault. if i havent made the first move these wouldnt have happen.

*i hate you!

-i tried to love you. i tried my best to like you, to be with you. to make our relationship work. but i know i was only fooling myself and hurting you in the process. im sorry. im really sorry. i dont know what i should do. i didnt want this lie to last, that’s why im ending it.

*this lie? you were only fooling me? and i fell for that? and i loved you! i was a big fool! i should have never believed you. you were just playing with me!

-i wasnt playing with you. i loved you. but im not sure about myself. i dont know what i want.

*im tired. i quit. im tired of doing all the things to make this work. and it never had. just go. live as if you’ve never met me, and i’ll do the same. i’ll forget you. i’ll forget everything about you and live as if you never existed in my world.

-please dont do that.

*what do you want me to do? ive done everything!

-be friends with me?

*i dont want that.

-what do you want me to do then?

*love me.

-i cant.

*then its goodbye.

-…

* (walks away)

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