Voice

your voice makes me fall in love with you
i'm disillusioned
wanting to have you
make you mine
your voice is all i hear
drifting, fading 
im calling out to you
im running to you
i hear your voice
that sweet sound of yours
your voice calls out to me
i feel you
im quivering
youre so far away
untouchable
i wait for your return
you make me fall in love 
your voice is my downfall
im so in love
dont do this
you'll ruin us
your voice caught me off guard

Fragmented Thoughts of You and Me

A cup of coffee is all we had

one sip from your cup

turned into blissful moments of summer’s past

you waited for me that day

 

i had you once

will i ever have you again?

a split second miss

turned into reality’s future heartache

 

your

rough grip

smooth lips caress against mine

tight embrace

our bodies turned into one

 

walking back and forth

with no direction what so ever

i can only dream of you

the blurring of lines

i wanna get closer to you

be with you

can you please help me through this?

 

oh, it’s you again!

i wonder what’s with you
how you always make my heart skip a beat
whenever you talk to me
or nearly everything that has something to do with you
i wonder why for so long
i still cant stop this feeling
whenever it’s about you
it’s kinda weird actually
how we dont really know each other that well
we only met once or twice max
and that’s it
but still, the same feelings arise
i’m not exactly sure what feelings those are
they’re all mixed up like one big ball of glue
weird. i compared it to glue.
maybe ‘coz im kinda stuck on you
i’m still thankful though
for meeting someone like you
you’ll probably avoid me for this
so.. oh well.. might as well say this
you’re an incredible inspiration
most especially in writing
and life
i hope we’d meet again someday soon
for now, it was nice writing about you

a perspective

i am not myself today

have i ever been myself in the first place?

i’m so confused

i’m so out of it

i wanna quit

you’re holding me back

if you leave me now

it’ll probably mark the end of this clasp

the one that’s holding me tightly and secured

among the tracks

waiting for the sun to come up

it has always been raining in this world of mine

glimpses of the sun penetrate only the outside

wish i could go out and feel the warmth

but i’ve been badly burnt

wish someone could cure this pain

but that’s the same person who’s to blame

Missing you

My head hurts

My heart aches

Whenever I think about you

The thought of you far away

Never seeing, never knowing what’s happening

I get so worried, so frustrated

I feel so sad and down

I have this heavy burden in my chest

My fingertips are shaking,

it feels like electric currents are running right through them

My body feels numb

Like all the senses have left me

An empty shell

A straight face

Your return marks the end of this desperation

Of this unstoppable delusion

Waiting to see your face again

To hold you in my arms

To feel your soft fingertips with mine

Oh how I long for that day

I miss you