When the tarnished bell tolls
Everything comes to an end
An end that bears witness to the destruction of a statue
A soul slowly fading away
Engraved in its dying consciousness
Is this the end that I have longed for? The end I thought never existed
Yet this tombstone spells my name so sweetly
I never knew giving up was so easily, so divine
So it comes to pass us by, like an unforgiving tax collector
What am I waiting for? What am I looking at?
This indifferent portrait of my own, wielding the sword of my own destruction
Cavalry, hatred, passion, life, love. These things keeps repeating in my mind
Words with no meaning, unless someone comes and justifies them
I have lived my entire life with loneliness and hatred
I never believed in someone
I cannot remember where I was just now
Everything seems to fade away, everything doesn’t matter anymore
Everything but you
But then you left me
I had nowhere to build my sand castles anymore
Death is for cowards. Maybe I am a coward. I really am.
Tonight is a fair night in this cynical world
No one would notice I’m gone, No one but me.
october 15, 2008