quitting

09272009

i have erased you in my memory for the nth time

i dont know when will i stop doing this

history just keeps on repeating itself. literally

you come and go. i hope and quit

when will this ever end?

i hope i find the strength and reason to stop doing this.

to stop hoping when there is nothing left to hope for in the first place

you’re just a wonderful dream im trying real hard to wake up from

though i know its wonderful, i have to stop this

i’ll have to wake up somehow

because these, you, are all just a dream

but dreams dont come true

dreams are just fairytales with happy endings

they seldom happen in real life

im full of hope

i just hope my hopes are sufficient enough

to convince you to be mine

though you have lots of reasons not to

you dont want me

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