a thin line between life and death

too many breakdowns

and emotional dramas

it’s all bringing me down

i cant keep up anymore

im all over the place

buried deep beneath the ground

i suffocate to my death

help me come back up

i can barely see the light

dying in this emotional pool of darkness

i have been waiting for a long time

guess i was always like this

not much hope

or strength to feel

or to even want to live

i keep pushing and moving forward

only to arrive at the same place i started at

one, too many years

i keep holding on

barely keeping my grip

wanting to move on

wish there was this place

where i can just hide

under the stars

barely moving

i wanted to stop

i tried so hard never to give up

but this pain i feel inside

grows stronger each day

i cant cope up

i wanted out

i want it now

dont stop

just stop

die

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